Valentines Day

Will you be my Valentine?

In the spirit of the holiday i want everyone who is reading this to think about the people they care about the most and i hope that your love is returned. Love is a crazy thing that many ppl including me try to figure out. It's imposible, love will always be a mystery until you find it i think. My belief (as of now) is that you may think what you have is love until you actually find love, because whne you do find true love it just feels so much better than what you thought was love before. And you may say what if the same thing happens again? if you find even more love? well i dunno about that and not every belief system is perfect lol. I want to share something with everyone and i hope you like what i write here, one person reading this has read this already hee hee,

Love is sometimes denined sometimes lost.
Sometimes unexpected or unrecongized
But in the end love is always found with no regrets
Forever valued and kept treasured

Thought i keep the post in the spirit of the season ya know.
As for real life, the play is almost over and i got mixed feelings bout it you know, i'll be happy it's over and we did well but also sad casue it's over and i'm not sure who will hang out with me after this play, who knows maybe nothing will change and i can still hang out with the same ppl, but i fear some ppl will just dissappear, some of you guys know what i'm talking bout. I just wish i could know how ppl felt about me, i know a lot of ppl that i consider true friends but some ppl i get mixed signals from some. I'm sick of playing games but you gotta play the game to win the prize even if your not sure what the prize is lol
Anyways i gotta collect my thoughs,
thanks,
-Pete-