Hey All

Hey there,

HOw is everybody doing? well the selcet few who actually read this...but yeah, how you all doing? Good? Good! SO the country's turned blue eh? This should be interesting, 5% GST, well eventually. First it's 6% and then they say EVENTUALLY we'll see the 5% come into play. I guess that's why they are called the Progressive COnservatives! HA yeah i'm good. Zing!

I'm tired,

-Pete-

Election Time

Tonight is the election. Decision time. Time to pick our next Leader. This should be a show.

Hectic

And i haven't even gotten much homework in my classes ARG! aw well nothign i can;t handle i guess eh....Trying to keep up with the readings, organizing yearbook shots...well figuring out when to show up to them lol, Classes, Cheer practise, friends and other such things, you know how it is. Vis comm weekly thing that i gotta get doing, but hey all that is for monday. Why don't i just sit back and relax today and organise myself for monday another day off for me to do all the stuff i need to do. Just nned to find out if i have any photo's to take for yearbook that day... So many things to od but hey, I'm having fun along the way so it's all good. No worries, that;s what you gotta keep in your head you know.
This School works for me i like it, It's good times all round.

Till next time,

-PEte-

Found...

I was looking through one of my old books and this loose paper fell out. I read it and thought hey there's something here, with a little work.
Well this is what i found without any work so if it's horrible it's cause this is just the rough ideas

Unintitled

You came into my life unexpectedly
Thank God you did
You made me believe in life again
I change my life for you
The way i lived and all my goals
All for you
All for our feature
You were the one for me
You changed my life so drastically
And now your doing it again
You built this new life for me
Now your taking it with you
You took everything
Except for one red sweater
You left me empty
All i did was trust you
Now your gone
I should hate you
Everything we worked so hard for is gone
But as the years go by
Your red sweater refuses to fade...

-Pete-

Update

Hey all,

It's been while but i've had things to do

-Get texts
- organizse for new classes
- see old friends again i love em all
- meet some new ppl and all

I've been up to so much lately i don;t know where to start. In cheer we did a pryrimid and we're putting it in our routine! SO that's awesome. I don't really feel like writing, sorry guys.
You know what bugs me though, people who just buy all the newest stuf or lenses for their camera and think that it makes them a better photographer. I have one of these people in my program and i dunno it just bugs me.
But i'm also really happpy because suddenly i just am, (thanks to someone xo)

That's all i have to say for now

Take care,

-Pete-

A Kiss in the City

I've never talked to her
But or paths often cross
There is something about her
Something I can just sense...
She doesn't even know that i exist
But i know one day we will speak
I'll tell her how the best part of my day is passing her on the sidewalk
How just knowing that i share this city with her comforts me
She'll be swept off her feet
I'll take her on the best date of her life
Maybe a show, then dinner
After dinner we'd walk through the city
The snow gently falling
Making her hair glisen
She looks like an angel
We'd talk forever about nothing
I'd savour every minute of it
And kiss her quickly before i remember that it's all in my head
I know nothing about her
Besides a girl like her already has someone
Even if she didn't she never settle for me
She could have anyone she wants
Why me?
I just wish she knew that no matter how alone she feels
There is on person who loves her
Even if she doesn't know he exists...


-Pete-

School 2morrow

Hey there all

Defenitly and having mixed feelings ya know, but in the good way you can't have the best of both worlds you know Dorm lifestyle and no work SO it should be good times.I'm tired and wanna go to sleep so yeah i think i'll just stop it here and go to bed.

See ya,

-Pete-

A response to my last entry... And more!

You know what i got a comment on my last post, meghan. And i think she's right i should stop worrying about this stuff but you know what i can;t i want to but i can;t. I should and i'm trying but it's always in the back of my mind i need to stop listening to music that deals with love and women in general but there is very little music out there that doesn't lol. I dunno thought i don't and that's what bugs me.

Hey! I'm going back to school on monday (well starting on tuesday actually) so that should be a culture shock, going to class and all that jazz, lookong forward to going back to rez, living with friends and all that. Good times all round. :) /And cheer starts again on tuesday get to see all the girls again! yay Get to see all my school friends in class again, I'm truly looking forward to it all. Classes should be pretty interresting too. So yeah it's all good :)

Take Care,

-Pete-

Waterloo

Hey there,

IT's 3:30am and i'm here in waterloo saying HELLO :) lol hee hee, what a great night with some old gifties, oh and if anyone asks call me Tim Paltez lol that's my waterloo ID hee hee fooled them. SO yeah how is everyone? YEsterday i had a good day i would like thank Meghan with an H for a good time although i have already but i'm saying it here for the first time and she commented on my last post so she obvioiuly cares unlike some other people (not you liss you commented too and you other ppl who commented recently :) ) so yeah Me and meg walked from spadina and bloor and all the way through yorkville to the eaton's center and then took the subway home, all and all like a 2 hour walk i think...yeah prob bout that, good times and conversation all round i gotta say. After that day is this one and i drove up here to waterloo with Dragana, we had a nice little talk. then we got here and got soem drinks and all that good stuff and then went to this place with music and then some of us came back and i kicked aimee's ass at pool, go me! lol so yeah that was the past few days, good times eh? Good way to almost end off the break. Prob going to see darryl on saturday so should be even more good times. little ping pong action.

This entry is void of some sentiment. Lets try for it. Something deep and thoughtful..... thsi is hard....I'm lonely i gotta say. That has been the thought on my mind the past little while. I've been thinking how i'm going to find that perfect pperson for me. SHe might already be here and i just don;t know it yet. A good friend, or a total stranger, there is no way of knowing I hate it! I wish it was easier. I go through so many different situations in my head and i just can;t see myself with anyone it's a sad thought. I dunno maybe i don't need to be i have so many girls I'm close too and i can make friends like that so easily but i just haven't felt that way towards anyone, or i'm blind to it, which is quite possible. Who knows I'm just rambling now fustrated that i can;t figure out my feelings. Wow defenitly not what a guy should be saying, talking about his feelings, guys don;t do that. I hate it, they should i think that's why i don;t have many good guy friends...makes sense doesn;t it. BAH anyways here's to hoping resolustion 13 happens. THat one girl who makes everything brighter ya know. Someone who makes me feel that as long as she's with me nothing bad can happen and if it does i know that we'll be able to stick together through it. It will happpen either soon or eventually, I'll find her, or she'll find me we'll see...

Take Care
thanks for reading
-Pete-

Happy New Years!

Happy New Years everyone!! 2006! woo! yeah! another year and i'm still here, awesome.

Any resolutions? Maybe, lets see....

1. I will listen to a lot of new music hopefully, expand a little ya know
2. I will continue to listen to the music that i have come to love
3. I will try my best to succed in my schooling and all that good stuff
4. I will make "my" cookbook the best that i can, my first real job, gotta make it good
5. This summer I will work on my creative photography and create a series and then try to get it shown
6. I will be the best friend that i can
7. I will be there for anyone who needs me
8. I will bulk up for cheer, stick to the workout schedule and better myself
9. I will vote
10. I will learn something new, other than from school
11. I will write more, if i can
12. I will find out why the 5th dentist doesn't recommend trident
13. I will find my angel, that person who makes me a better person by just being around her, this is not something i can control but something i want to happen
14. I will continue this list later

Ok i dun know what else to add. DO you ever stop and think about what you actually want out of life? I'm sitting here on my winter break, running out orf things to do, seems everyone is busy with jobs or something, i'm just sitting here and wasting my life (slight exageration) i feel as though i should be doing work toward some great life goal or something rather than sitting around watching daytime TV like some slob or something like that. WHat do you want from life. It's a hard question that needs to be answered eventually.
I need to go do some thinking

NIght

-PEte-