First Day of Freedom

Hey there,

So i bet your wondering what i did with my first full day of being finished high school. Well if you are then i'll tell you if not then just leave the page now, but i know everyone wants to know, i'm just that good looking. lol Anyways i slept till bout 11. when i wake up i was informed that "some girl" according to my parents, called me at like 8 and asked if i was up yet. When the heard the question they just laughed and said what do you think, it's pete and he's done school why would he be up now lol (ok they might not have actually said that but hey whatever). Anyways i went to have a shower and while i was in there i heard the phone ring but couldn;t do anything bout it. Then i got out and it rang again, It was Priyanka calling, apparently she was the one who had called earlier looking for me. Anyways we decided to meet at Cinnabon at eglinton station, and have a bite to eat for lunch (well for me it was breakfast) After that me and her went to Fairview mall to look around at stuff. I ended up in this store i've never been in before Bluenotes or something like that. Anyways they had these shirts 2 or more and you got them for 10 bucks each so i'm like good times! i bought 2 and they are these graphic tees so they got funny stuff on them, you'll see them when you see them, why ruin the surprise? Thanks to Pri for helping in the picking of them! Anyways Pri had to go to work so we left after that, full of food and me with new shirts, so yeah we went on the bus to my house and by that time my parental units were done with the car so we got the car and i drove her to work, which is right by Darryls house so after i dropped her off and we listened to some music i headed over to Darryls house for some ping pong and good times. Then i had dinner at my house and now i'm off to pick up Gill from work and then head over to darryls and then stop by JB's (pri's place of buisness) for some dessert. Good Times will be had i'm guessing, till later....

Take care,

-Pete-

Last Exam

I can't believe it at this time 2morrow I will be done high school! scary stuff...

18

Wow, as of 9:25 this morning i'm 18! I'm an adult now, scary stuff....


-Pete-

Birthdays!

I love you all! Thanks for the best B-day i've ever had! These are the kinds of gifts that are the best, they arn't the newest gadget, or the coolest toy that year that you hope the kid will like, but when friends who know who their giving the gift to so well they know how they will take everything will lead to the funniest gifts ever, which are also still very meaningful as well. Now i bet your all wondering what Priyanka and i got for our birthdays? Well some of it i dun really want to post over the internet lol lets just say that. But man it was a good time everyone was awesome and nice and i dun know what to say. Just that i have the best friends ever.


Thanks guys,

Love,

-Pete-

Yearbook Signage

Hey guys,

Today was full of yearbook signing just like the rest of the week had been. The past 2 nights i've taken Will's and Priyanka's book home and they did the smae for mine. So many words written they're like mini essay's just trying to sum up our time together, it's so hard, i mean sure you can talk about how great the person is or your memories together but some things you just can;t put into words, the way you feel around that person, it's hard to explain so really i always feel like i'm not writing the right things but hey no one's ever returned a yearbook comment or anything so i guess i'm doing ok. But i love reading them to it just shows how sweet you friends are. It scary to think that next year i'm going to go to school and not see my friends everyday, i mean sure i'll make new friends but it's not the same is it. It's unknown so it's scary but hey something good might come out of it who knows as long as i have my friends behind me i'll be fine, just fine.

that's all for now

TTYAL,

-Pete-

Remembering....

Sitting alone in a dark room
As a candle slowly burns
I look back on days gone by
When she used to laugh with me,
Days when I used to admire her true unaltered beauty
When I felt her smooth, unbroken skin
The days before she saw her shattered reflection in the mirror

She cried for help
But when I knelt down to pick up the sharp peices
I got cut
My wounds would not heal
Madness slowly infected my veins.
Not knowing what to do I let out a silent scream
A cry for help I wouldn't let anyone hear.
So I suffered through the pain alone.

The wind blows fallen leaves of autumn into the room
I close the window
The clock strikes 12
A new day has come
And the past is even further away

The end for us came just in time
Just before I saw my own shattered reflection.
I'm thankful the end came
For all my broken peices would do is lie there
No one would pick them up
No one would help
I wouldn't let them
No one should ever have tp force a silent scream,
That's not love.

For hours I sit here and watch the candle burn
Thinking about the time I wasted,
The things I should have done,
The friends I should have listened to.

The candle goes out.
I open the window.
Watch the sun rise,
And wait for spring.

-Pete-

Another attempt at a poem, yet again free verse I don;t have the discipline to write with a rhyme scheme or any meter. I wish I could write like Wordsworth or Byron but I can't, that's just how it is I guess. Oh and I don;t know how to translate Latin so my exam in it should be fun 2morrow! I think I'll go cry in a corner.
I hope you guys like this, some of you might understand it more than others.
I'm a stronger person after it but I still wish it had ended earlier than it did, I dunno why I stayed as long as I did, but no one can tell me that I didn't try, that I didn't do everything that I possibly could, I did my best for her. When someone was needed to listen I was there but when I had problems my words fell on always listening deaf ears. Now is a different story, now I have friends that I love and will sit there and listen to me, also I have someone close to me, who is a reflection of me in many many ways, I dunno how to explain us or why it is the way it is but I guess you never can. But it was unexpected, and hey what's wrong with that eh? but i'm thankful for them all, I wish I had you guys before...and to those of you who were around that I didn't listen to or never came to I am sorry, but the important thing is you still here right man? and I am thankful every day. To all of you thanks, now please read what's next carefully, I tried to put more allusions and imagery into this one...I may have failed, but if something doesn't sound right then think to the situation that was and it might make more sense, or not who knows....anyways....

Remembering...

Sitting alone in a dark room
As a candle slowly burns
I look back on days gone by
When she used to laugh with me,
Days when I used to admire her true unaltered beauty
When I felt her smooth, unbroken skin
The days before she saw her shattered refection in the mirror

I knelt down to pick up the sharp abrasive peices,
I got cut
My wounds left open,
And madness slowly infeced my veins.
Not knowing what to do
I let out a silent scream
A cry for help that I won't let anyone hear.
So I suffer through the pain alone

Tree branches tap against my window
I ignore them, like always
The clock chimes 12
A new day has come, and the past is even farther away

Our end came just in time,
Just before i saw my own shattered reflection
I am thankful for the end,
For my broken peices would lie there
No one would try to pick them up
No one would try to help.
I wouldn't let them.
No one should ever have to force a silent scream,
That's not love

For hours I sit here and watch the candle brun
Think about the time I wasted,
The friends I should have listened to,
Things I should have done.
I see what I have now
Friends that love me more than she ever did.
The candle goes out
I open the window
And watch the sun rise

-Pete-


Now i know in the middle i gets pretty confusing and unclear and it doens't flow, plus there are to many ideas floating around, i think. And the end needs work, but email me or something about this poem if you like cause i want to know what ppl think about this one, it's a very personal one for me so please email me about it, you know my email. Or i'll just see you guys in person

I don;t know what else to say so

TTYL

Thing

Your dating personality profile: Outgoing - You are always the life of the party, people notice when your not acting like yourself. You like to be the center of attention Romantic - You know exactly how to melt your date's heart. Romance comes naturally to you and is an important component of any relationship you have. Sensual - You are not particularly shy when it comes to your sexuality. You know what you like and do not feel inhibited.

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Your Top Ten Traits 1. Outgoing 2. Romantic 3. Sensual 4. Funny 5. Wealthy/Ambitious 6. Liberal 7. Adventurous 8. Practical 9. Athletic 10. Big-Hearted

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Lawn PARTY

Yes indeed the lawn party was today! and as thought it was a ton of fun. It was good times had by all, there was food fun friends and yes even ice cream and giant blow up things that you bounce around in. And who can forget the music, yes the music from the likes of Aimee, Jim, Mike, UV, Erik, Alicia, and Wil! You guys did awesome and i would like to say you did awesome so yay for you guys, and i got it all on tape! good times indeed. The usual people were there and Gill also brought along 2 of her friends, Danielle and Ally, so we met them and we all hung out and they were just part of the group so yay. I mean they may have been a little weirded out my me and my antics as well as the weirdness of our group but i mean in the end they fit right in so thanks to Gill for bringing them along!
But sadly now i got homework to do, that is right after Frisbee and dinner so we'll see.
Damn i got a lot of work to do, as well as a test 2morrow and i don;t get to hang out with ppl 2morrow cause i gotta go to my damn cottage to put the dock in, and even if i come home early i got a big latin essay due on monday so i can;t even hang out then, bah! aw well today was a blast so thanks guys!
TTYAL,

As always,

-Pete-